Reverb 1-6
#Reverb10 is 30 blog posts through the month of December to help you reflect on the year.
12/1
My one word for 2010 is better because it was much better than a lot of other years. I felt good about myself a lot of the time and accomplished things like losing 10 lbs, graduating college, made 2 documentaries, got into grad school.
My word for 2011 will be change. Change because I am going to try to become less allergic to change. And, because I need to change my body in order to feel better about myself.
12/2 Writing
What do I do each day that prevents me from writing?
Working, Sleeping, Eating. I can’t really eliminate those things - though I’ve tried. I think I will cut down on eating.
12/3
Moment. Lots of good moments this year.
I’ll go with when I was making my documentary Not Dead Yet I was at the show in the opening sequence, filming a band I really loved and I was so happy to be doing that. I had gone to a lot of shows before, and I had filmed stuff before, but this was what I always dreamed of doing when I changed my major to R/T/F. I was finally making something I really cared about and really loved. If I could do that every day I would be really happy.
12/4 - My BIRTHDAY
Wonder. How did I cultivate wonder in my life?
I don’t know, what do you mean wonder? Admiration?
I admire my brother for being honest even though I don’t support his new found habits. I wonder how my mom gets through the days sometimes dealing with all she has to deal with.
I wonder how in the world places like The Pool After Dark exists. It looks like a scene from a movie every time I walk in there and I think that even though I’ve been there like 3 or 4 times I still don’t believe it exists.
12/5
Let Go.
I let go of someone who used to be a really good friend, a best friend. But the friendship had a lot of flaws and it became unhealthy for me. I am probably better off.
12/6
Make.
The last thing I made was an ornament at RAH on Thursday. I painted a glass ornament with modge podge (this goofy glue like stuff) and covered in in colorful tissue paper. I want to make another documentary about something I love.I need time and money to do this. Time away from school and my job and money to live because I won’t have a job.
#reverb10
